2014 recap

2014 was a trying year. I made some ugly mistakes that almost ruined my life and some of the most valuable relationships I’ve ever had. I had health scares and a lot of sad days. I found my purpose and completely ignored it. I was lost and I questioned my identity. There were nights I would pray to God to end my life. I ruined my body due to an overdose that after 3 months I still haven’t recovered from. I saw Christians truly aren’t perfect and that’s ok. If we were perfect, we wouldn’t need God grace and mercy. We wouldn’t pray and have a personal and intimate relationship with God. 2014 thank you for kicking my butt but your work here is done. I pray that God guides me through 2015 and I actually listen to him fully and wholly.  

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