Lost

Ever feel like giving up? Well I'm at that point now. I feel like I should be doing more but I don't know what. I'm 21,single,living at home with my parents. I have a diploma and I'm in my 3rd year of college but is that really enough? I pray but I feel so stuck. Everyday is the same. I just don't know anymore

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